So start kasari garne i Don't know...... But vannu parda hami jo kohi pani kasailai herne bittikai judge garxam or hami usko sochai ma sochna sakdainam........simple words ma vannu parda hamro man ma k bitiraheko hunxa vogne lai matra tha hunxa..............My friends says ki ma kasto vagyamni xu kam gariraxu paisa kamairaxu.........moj xa hai vanxan but....they don't know the real side of mine.....hami sabai adkal katxam...aba hunxan koi koi jasle sachikai bujna khojxan ra bujxan pani hamilai they are the real friends..........So i am 18 ani ma mero umer ko sathi haru herxu they are enjoying themselves ghar mai basxan man lageko kura garxan afno afno bike xa scooter xa......... Even ma mero scl ko sathi sita vetda they seems like they are really high level...aba dekhaoti kura xuttai ho but reality yei ho ................So recently i just met on of my school mate he was in Duke bike ani i was in my cycle ma office jadai thiye wu gumna jadai thiye and he says ki, "bro bike kinana k cycle ma hidxau".............

and i reply with smile," Bro bau ko paisa ma kineko bike ra afno kamai le kineko cycle ma dherai farak hunxa"..........

Aba kati manxe le sochlan yeti ans diyera cool vais vanera but you never know next person ko life ma k chaldai xa usle k feel garxa vanera..........Ma afai din ko 18 hr kam garxu......i work in 2 office right now......with over time duty ........bihana uthyo class gayo 10 baje samma ani hatar hatar dui tin ghas vat khayo ani kudyo office tira din var office work ani 5 baje xutti feri night shift kam garna arko office gayo ...............

So main point k ho vanda hami sabai ko life ma euta yesto situation auxa i Don't know sab ko ma auxa audaina but if you belong from middle class family ani tmi ghar ko jetho xora hau vane tmlai yo situation auxa sure nai................sano huda scl jada veteko sathi aile kaha kaha xan but it doesn't matter for us ............main thing is our family......our career and our goals ..

Third day without chatting and talking with her, usually I used to play games specially PUBG when I feel alone but this time i can't even like to play pubg malai khelnaian thiyen just mission complete garna ko lagi gam on garthe, u saga najikiye paxi pubg khelna kam gareko thiye sayad tei vayera hola aajkal game khelna man lagdaina, I don't know what's going on k hudai xa tha xaina man jindagile uslai gumauna chahadaina tara man le eutai kura dorai rahanxa k kami vayo mero maya ma? Yasko jawaf pauna atyantai garo xa. Uthne bittikai khana khaye job ma gaye sarir job ma thyo tara man usko yad ma thyo, paila sarna ni muskil vairako thyo lagankhel best sabai banda xito sakine beat aru bela 30min ma salkine beat aaja 2 hours lagyo bas paila sarna ni muskil vairako thyo harek paila ma usko yad aairako thyo, yad saga sagai man ma Tyahi prashna dohori rakheko thiyo k ko kami vayo mero maya ma. 12 pm ranjita office ko didi aunu vayo sakyo kam? Me:Nai xaina Ranju:katro time lageko aaja ta, Me: aaja bistarai gareko Ranjita: aai xito underground jam mo mo khana Me: okay Gaye all time fav food,all time fav place ani all time fav frnds, but aaja aru bela jasto utsaha thiyena bas ninyauro thiye Ranjita didi k vayo kina serious Me: kei vako xaina alxi lagirako xa Aru bela guff hunthyo bas aaja ekohoro tolai raheko thiye, ekxin paxi bishal dai aaunu vayo oe vai k vo serious xau ta hijo ni kei bolenai cheque line bittikai naboli gayo k vayo Me: nothing Momo khaye tya bata uthera hide but aru bela dekhine refreshment aaj thiyena, aba janu thiyo office yaniki meeting attempt garna, Meeting hudai thyo ma ajhai tolai raheko thiye chiya lyaune didi le k vo vai aru bela hasai rakhthyo aaja kina tolako tha xaina malai k vai rako xa bas kei vako xaina didi vanera tare, meeting start vai sakeko thyo superviser ko que aayo k vayo vai kina tolako, last month yastai vayo yo month ta target achieve garna parxa,malai ni tei lageko thyo last month personal hamper, birami le yastai vayo yo month target achieve garxu but kam garne jos jagar thiyena kam garne jos jagar koi kasaiko maya le kamjor banai sakeko thiyo, jasotaso meeting sakaye room aaye ani suti Hale kei garnu thiyena bas aaye sute.