Uni sanga bhet vayeko pani aaja 8 barsa vayexa. Jindagi pani acchama cha, kaha gayera kun din kun mod ma kaslai vetinxa pattai nahune. Jindagi chaldai ta thyo tara uni aaye paxi jindagi le euta reason payo kei garne. Harek din uthe deki, j garthe bas “hamro lagi gardai xu” sochera garthe, vabisya sochinxa ni afno sanga ta, uni ta mero bartaman ta vabisya dubai thiyin. 

Khusi thiyin uni ma sanga, chahe j kura ma sad vayepani, ma sanga kura garera uni hasekai hunthin. Ma pani ta care garthe uslai, yo gara tyo nagara, euta parents jastai. Hami bich harek sano sano kura pani share hunthyo, aaja yo garyo tyo garyo, sab. Best friends vanepani, jewan sathi vanepani, ekarka ta thiyeu.

“kaile change nahune hai, ma sanga hune jaile”, yei thyo usle malai kuwayeko kasam. I always kept my promise, I never changed, not for a day. Maile kaile uslai freedom feel na garayeko pani haina, jati time bolna vetna namilda pani kaile kei vanina, kaile yo nagara tyo nagara vanina pani. Ma bass uslai khusi dekhna chahanthe…..

Ra ekdin aayo, jun din ko malai dar thyo, tei bihana jaba ekkasi usko message haru auxa “aba deki ma vetdina, we are single…….” Estai. Imagine, you are in such a perfect relationship, not one moment of fights, and one morning you get such texts and you don’t even know the reason, what would you do? Dherai garna sake usko sathi lai sodne, uslai sodne, aru kei sakinxa ra? Kati sajilo xa hai manche lai change huna? Kunai karan pani chaidaina. Garo ta vayo nai, na kei ma dhyan janthyo, na vhok, na pyas, bass unkai yaad. Mero jindagi ma dherai manxe thiynenan, ra kehi manxe Madhya uni ekdum dherai nai special thiyin, special maneko ra treat gareko pani thiye. Tara pani…….sayad jindagi ma j huna xa hunxa ta hola…

“ma naramro vayera ho?”

“mero career ramro thena, teivayera ghar ma vanna garo hune le hoki?”

“maile kei galti po gare ki?” estai anek soch aauthyo mero mann ma jatibela pani. Aatiyeko thiye ma, euta “xora manche” jati xora manche huna kojhe pani esto kura ma aashu thamnai nasakne. Gayeko ekjana thyo, tara lagthyo ki sara jindagi sakiyo vanera. Maile chahera pani aru k garna sakthe ra?

Lageko bani kaha hatxa ra hajur? Uthda deki sutda samma mann ma hune uni, aaja vandaima kaha niskera janthi ra. Uthda suru hune usko yaad bata din, ajai pani tehi nai thyo, tara bas, uslai na msg garna milthyo na kei. Raat nikai lamo thyo, kaile nidra aauhtyo, kaile nai….vhok lagthyo, tara mithas vane kei ma thiyena. “euta manche ko maya le kati……” yehi geet ko mul character thiye ma. Ra esari nai gayo mera kehi din haru, hafta haru, mahina haru, barsa haru………

Ani ek ek gardai jindagi pani estai hudai gayo. Sayad manche khusi huna nasakepaxi, kei garna khojda pani nahudo rahexa. Na padhai ramro vayo, na haat haleko kunai kaam nai. Jaha haat halyo, tetai naramro. Kaile kai koi vaye hunthyo vanne lagthyo, tara mann tan sabai usma xa, aru kasaile tyo thau ma basnai paudaina thyo ni. Uni thiyin, sayad afno sansar ma khusi. Na kahile narmaro soche usko bare, mandir ma ajai pani uskai khusi ka lagi magthe ma. Tara sala khai, mandir ma ta hami sadhai sangai hos vanera pani ta mageko thiye ta, yo kina pura vayena?

Ek nasha metauna arko nasha chahine raixa. tara unka nasha metaune k nai thiye ra. Bistarai jindagi churot raksi haat na lagako manche ma, tehi nasha ma dubna thale. Unlai birsina suru gareka nasha le jhan unkai yaad badauthe. Ti nasha bina na mero nidra thyo, na vhok, na pyaj, na jindagi. Mero sutne sahara tehi, mero uthne sahara tehi….

“babu, utha na, k vayo mero xora lai…..babu….”, ma mero aama ko boli sundai thye dhoka bahira bata, baba le “narou na,k garna sakinxa ra, bhagwan ko khel” vandai aama lai samaudai hunnthyo. Ghar ko eklo xora ekkasi ICU ma dekhda kun aama ko man rudaina hola ra? Ma na bolna sakthe, na aama ko aankah ko aasu puxna nai. Raksi ko nasha bata suru vayeko bike ko sano yatra, sayad kudauda kudaudai usko yaad pani misiyera hola, kaha katibela k vayo kehi thaha xaina. Bato ma hidne le dekhera ambulance bolaidiyexa, ma tya ICU ma huda aliali kata kata police haru boleko sunthe. Ma tyo din ICU xirna vanda agadi ghar thyo, ICU bata niskida ghar rahenaxa, mero upachar ko lagi paisa ko lagi vayeko euta ghar pani bechnu vayexa. Jindagi var ka sapna, eke k gardai jodeko ghar, tara ek aama ko lagi ghar ta k, sansar tyhaha hudo rahexa jaha xora hunxa. Sayad ti nasha dherai vayera hola pahile, malai ti ausadi haru pani nalagne rahexan…….

“taile ekchoti pani hamro bare sochinas? Mero xora, dhanna bhagwan le bachaye. Mero babu……” aama ko aankha ma aashu kaile pani adiyena, ma afule khana suddha khana nasakne thiye. Aama le bacha bela jastai thorai thorai gardai khuwaunu hunthyo, vhok ta thiyena. Eti sab huda pani, jasko karan le esto vayo, unle ek patak vetna ya sodna samma kojhinan. Sayad ma ta usko lagi dherai pahile nai marisakeko thiye. Sala kasto din aayo, afnai aashu afai puxna samma nasakne. Ra unka yaad feri aashu banera sadhai aaune. Sutna ka sahara pani ti mahanga thula sleeping tablet khana parne. Euta vako xora, euta balla baayeko ghar, sabai esto huda kun aama ko mann dukhdaina thyo hola ra? Ekdin aama le khana kuwayera sangai sutin, bass sutirahin, na maile bolauda uthin, na kasaile uthauna sakyo………..

Tehi seto luga ma mah, jindagi ma sath dina parne manxe navayepani, sano Baisakhi ko sath……aashu, yehi karayo, sayad aba sorry vanna dhila vaisaeko thyo, mero aama kati dherai ramri dekhinthin. Bas ekchoti feri “babu, utha na” vandiye ma Baisakhi xodera daudinthe jastai lagyo, tara aama le kaile bolayinan. Feri tehi nasha, feri tehi sab…….

Kati samaye lagyo ra yo khokro jindagi jalna?? Afule chaheka sabai manxe ek ek gardai xadera jada, tyo eklopan metaune kasari? Mann polthyo, dherai polthyo, tara yi aago le vane teti dherai polena malai. Herda herdai mero sarir dadhdai gayo, kharani hudai. Rahe ta bass ma, mero kharani, ani unka yaad. 

Aaja pani tapidai xu, ghumdai xu, uslai harek din dekhdai xu. Uni hasdai xin, ramaudai xin, afnai sansar ma. Har din esari nai janxa. Feri arko bihani auxa ani aama ko rudai gareko yehi “babu, utha na, k vayo mero xora lai…..babu….” aawaz bata biujinxu, na aama hunxin, na kasaile malai utheko dekhxan…….