Your words do matter to some"

Yo kura chai euta life ko lesson vanum ya euta naramro part of my life , maile afule vogeko nai, about my ex. Ramro nai thyo sab, mero effort and all but eventually "dherai chini ni thik hunna" vayo sayad, and just like that, kei reason bina, she decided to end the relationship. Tyobela Ma eklai thiye, life ma first time mom bata tadha, shifted to a new place, starting a new study, ani Ekkasi testo huda, I couldn't actually handle myself. Suicide commit ya kei ta garena, but still, I went to the level of depression ki mero kapal nai jharna thaleo. Ma yo viswas gardina thiye, but hudo raixa aba. Aba jati sad vayo, jhan contact garna man lagne. Na maile cheat gare, na kei, tara pani tesari xodyo. All I wanted was reason, because reason ta pakkai hola. She'd come with reasons like tero aaukat xaina blabla. Ekdin vanyo "maile sathi lai tmro photo dekhako, ma kati ramri xu, tmi kasto xau, hamro jodi suhaudaina" vanyo re, usko sathi le. And she said yo reason thyo breakup ko lagi. This hit me so bad, I stopped clicking photos, seeing the mirror, ma garmi din ma pani wind cheater ya jacket lauthe just to hide my body, tyo wind cheater topi wala. Ani mask kaile xoddina thiye. Kasaile navete hunthyo, na chine hunthyo vayo. And I hated myself, my looks and everything went so down, because of her. Yo sab ta vayo. Years later, when I talk with her, she said ki "tmle xodenau ani k bahana banam vayo ani esto vaneko". Wow, is it that easy for girls? What about all the things that went through me after all those things she did? And even after years, when I said how much that breakup effected me and all she was "natak ho sab, kei vathena". Some people have stone heart. Or maybe some *girls* just want a PR wala. Well, somehow thank her if you're reading this, because if Tyo sab vathena vane ma lekhna suru gardina thiye hola. But please remember what you say to others. Tmro lagi kei nahola, arko ko lagi tesle ekdum hamper garna sakxa.